Appreciating All Lessons

February 14, 2012
One would think that the hardest lessons to learn are those that assail us with harsh turmoil, lessons on catastrophic levels.  i am finding out that the hardest one for me are those small, persistent yet so irritating ones. 
For instance i love humanity and aspire to assist others within my capabilities of doing so.  Still i cannot seem to overcome my irritation towards the very people around me enough to be of any real assistance.  Their noise and conversation is so separate from what interests me.  i find myself in a constant state of irritation and impatience.
This is the very limitation i am working through now and i thank the Cosmic for bringing all people, places and things involved in this learning.
Although this has been an unsuccessful undertaking thus far, i have a very strong impression the forward vibrational motion of this new year will be the greatest push i've yet to receive.
The work at this time is to learn not to receive any destructive and disharmonious energies, get in control and discipline this beast self and keep to the inner harmony and project it from within to the without.