December 14, 2011
6:30 pm
How delicate i feel in such a loud, roaring body! Sometimes clarity comes with such a high rate of vibration and then i seem to just disappear into this other me...this me i must overcome! Since 1997 i've been trying to keep this tender energy, yet the fear of it being trampled upon awakens this warrior like self. i must let go of this fear and allow the trampling if need be. i must learn how to embrace, without condition this IAM that's longing to manifest through the without.
i ask the Higher Selves to assist me once again, i will never stop trying as i know you will never stop Being.
Love and harmony,
Your sister in truth
12-01-2011
Today was a beautiful and uplifting day because i had to go deep within myself. It's so true what the Master teaches that when events or situations in life happen that could bring us down we should use them to take us in, inward to God within.
There is a sweet feeling of surrender in this gentle and peaceful time. The tears i shed today are not filled with the selfish accusation of a victim, they are a release, a cutting off of past limitations and a joyful welcoming of a healthy introspection.
i feel a closer connection to all that is pure and harmonious within...to my Higherselves..my Innermost teacher.
Love and Harmony,
Your sister in truth
